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lots of me yapping and rambling about random topics on here

24-10-2024

OK... a LOT has happened since my last update... lets see... for starters, i started school... finally... i got new friends too (kewl), i ALMOST got doxxed, my friend gifted me a yaoi keychain, got new glasses, got an official eamusement pass thank god, getting the new iphone, played silent hill 2 remake, oh yeah i also figured out how to get iidx arcade data working on my pc so thats cool, and... idk what else...

OK SO... i started school like 3 weeks ago and man has it been interesting, the moment i came in they called some other colombian kid to show me around the school (? NO idea why they specifically required someone else whos also colombian but whatever) and turns out this dude is like actually really well known in this school so in turn a bunch of people at my school now know who i am... euugh..... ok... anyways.. so there's that, and for the most part it has been going smoothly, i made like a total of 2 friends, and as a matter of fact i was playing animal crossing new leaf during lunch with one of them earlier today as of writing this lol

BUT... i was once writing an email on the school network to one of my non school friends, and i made a kms joke, a 9/11 joke, said bitch, and um... i was not very aware ok... so they saw that... AND THESE FUCKASS COMPUTERS ALL HAVE KEYLOGGERS ON THEM... so they saw me type that... and then sent me into the safeguarding office with this weirdass bitch and gave me a talk on how i shouldnt be saying stuff like that and they IMPLIED I WASNT MENTALLY STABLE??? JSHFJSDHF Like Okay man . like everyone makes kms jokes like cmon... also not once did they ever mention the 9/11 joke so the only thing i took from this is that they dont care about what happened on 9/11, i then recited the logan paul apology video from memory when they told me to say something . . .

anyways.. that was REALLY weird... but anyways, like a few weeks before i started school, i almost got doxxed by some rando?? won't go into details but like he tried to get info out of me and thankfully it was a lot of superficial info abt me but it was still pretty scary...

AND THEN i broke up with my shitty ass boyfriend and then he made ME seem like im the bad guy? like he made a tiktok saying why am i so hard to love and all his buddies in the comment section saying i was cruel and stuff and im like BRAH that guy never paid attention to me, once ignored me for 6 hours straight to "play mario kart" (obviously lying) and then when i told him hey man you shouldve told me i was worried he said sorry AND THEN WENT BACK TO PLAYING mario kart like ok i dont exactly see how im the bad guy here... but ok!! (also edit i know i mentioned another guy here who i was talking to but he ended up being a complete weirdo so nvm)

OH YAH, one time i was hanging out with my friend Ivy and she gifted me a yaoi keychain... UEEHEUHEUHE

ALSO... I GOT NEW GLASSES!!! i had forgotten my previous glasses in spain so i needed new ones... and plus the old ones were all broken and shit and eugh so it was about time i got new ones.. turns out, my right eye has a vision of -1.50 and my left one has -2.75.. which is kinda crazy, now i feel extra blind without my glasses LOL...

OK... this post is getting WAY too long... probably my longest post in a WHILE... or maybe my longest post? idk, anyways... its about time i stop writing now... my life has gotten significantly more eventful now which is... surprising but im not complaining, anyways, ill see you all in like 2-3 months as usual... GOODBYE AND HAPPY EARLY HALLOWEEN (and maybe christmas if im not back by then).

This has truly been a yaoi moment. SALIXSOLDIER SIGNING OUT

7-8-2024

wowee new post, uhhhh hmmm not much to say tbh, ive been playing a lot more beatmania iidx recently at the arcade and i barely managed to get to shodan, so thats pretty cool!

yea sorry i rlly feel like writing abt iidx rn, anyways i managed to find the arcade data for iidx 12 happy sky and after a gazillion hours i got it working! so thats pretty cool. but if i tried using the iidxhook1.dll from bemanitools 5 the game would just crash instead so i cant use that i guess. it works well for the most part but the game runs way faster than intended and thats because of the framerate, i tried setting my monitor's hz to 59, but that didnt work, so no idea on how to make it run like intended. oh well.

i also downloaded iidx 30 resident on my pc, but i cant run it at 120 fps for some reason and the audio is offsync so like whatever ill just play it at the arcade i guess

this is as far as i got with it, though the time remain thing went so fast it was kind of intimidating lol

16-7-2024

i am now officially a resident of the united kingdom!!!.... missing my old country rn ;((

anyways, other than that, i saw big ben, went to an arcade with a bunch of bemani games which i was pretty excited about

im only writing this now because my stuff just arrived, so i was stuck without my pc for 5 days *shiver*, and even yet, i forgot my fucking pc mouse and my glasses back in my old country, so im being forced to use the tab key for its intended function, and navigating a pc with just a keyboard is PAINFUL.

i still have to see what school am i going to go to, which is something im somewhat worried about, but i'm sure it'll be fine... right?!??!!?

anyways, im just glad i can actually go to an arcade now, thank fucking god for the uk, anyways bye!!! photos down below:

22-5-2024

well uhh... I MAY have forgotten to update this site in nearly 3 months!!!!!! anyways im here now with a new entry after a bazillion years

anyways, i finally figured out how to get lunatic rave 2 working, and in turn, got into IIDX and bought the monthly subscription to INFINITAS (just for this month though, ill buy the sdvx konaste subscription next month)

I'm also thinking of getting a controller for IIDX, but god damn they are way more expensive than sdvx controllers.

anyways idrk what else to say, okay byeeeeeeeeeeeee (im not updating this for like another 3 months probs)

9-3-2024

happy miku day everyone!! im currently writing this as im waiting for project diva to reinstall on steam lol.

anyways, not a lot happened this week, i have a shit ton of exams next week and yet... im not really studying for them, so uhh yea, but the academic comeback is happening i promise (it isnt)

i have also started to (sadly) use twitter again, so uhhh follow me for very cool stuff! i still think its a cesspit but there can be some funny stuff on there sometimes, so yeah.

theres this roblox game ive been playing recently, which is pretty rare as the last time i truly ever played a lot of roblox on my own was back in 2021 or so, and ive been playing since 2016, which is kind of fucking crazy, and the game is called retrostudio, its an old roblox simulator.. it's pretty cool, from what i can tell from my own memories its pretty accurate, and the simplicity makes it fun, but i dont like roblox that much nowadays in general, so i dont play it that much anyway

and i thinkkkk thats it, project diva is still nowhere near being finished.... so im going to be doing other stuff in the meantime

1-3-2024

so!!!! many things have happened recently, first and foremost MY SDVX CONTROLLER IS FINALLY HERE!!!! it arrived on tuesday and since tuesday i have only been playing sdvx its a literal addiction i cant stop.

i also forgot to mention this on my last post, but i finally jailbroke my iphone xr on ios 15.5 because dopamine 2 jailbreak came out, so my iphone is all cool now except that it runs out of ram every 2 seconds so it can get a bit annoying sometimes, but im having fun

ive also been meaning to check out zeno remake, i keep seeing the characters on tiktok so it interested me, but i havent had the chance to open the game and play it by myself (for obvious reasons mentioned before)

i also had a school trip yesterday where we walked by many landmarks around the center of madrid and god damn i am tired ion wanna do that ever again, but dam spanish architecture is very pretty!!! im gonna miss madrid when i move to the uk. oh well

oh and ive also been listening to a lot of j-core recently... very good music but saying this feels very losercore (i justr made that up) so like yea if someone asked me irl what i listen to im NOT saying jcore!!!

23-2-2024

wooow i didnt have class yesterday nor today! so that was nice. i had a friend over yesterday and we played portal 2 and i finally beat new super mario bros wii for the first time ever, i never beat it as a kid because god damn world 8 was way too hard (it still is. or maybe im just shit at 2d platformers.)

anyways, my sdvx controller is finally getting shipped, so i may have it by next week?! it feels unreal saying that lulz

talking about sdvx, im not going to lie i really like some of the characters but god damn fanart for sdvx characters is near inexistent, like look at sekishi soul he looks so neat people should draw more sdvx characters...

ive also been trying to get into beatmania iidx but god damn is it difficult, as u all know, where i live, not a single soul here knows what bemani is, so i cant go to an arcade obviously because they dont exist here. so ive been trying to find ways to play iidx at home...

but its difficult as hell, like, i first tried to download lunatic rave 2, which is a way to play bms charts (be-music source) but after i downloaded it, and after a miracle happened which allowed me to install and run the game, it barely functioned properly, like audio just wouldnt work, it was in an extremely small window and when i alt-tabbed the game just would crash, so i looked how to fix this, and i found i could install patches to fix most of this, but since this game is 2 decades old, literally all the downloads are from dead websites or the links just got removed.

in the end, i gave up, and instead i used pcsx2 (ps2 emulator) and i just played one of the many home releases konami released back in the day for the playstation 2. and its enjoyable, but i suck, mainly because im on keyboard and not a dedicated iidx controller lul.

and yes i know i can play infinitas but i dont want to waste money on a montly subscription right now, plus, i still prefer sdvx more than iidx...